My name is Turner Sturgess. I am just your average guy living an average life. My story isn’t much different than others. I grew up in the rolling hills of the Northwest Corner of Connecticut. Both parents remarried, had more kids and I was the oldest. Yeah sure, My life was just as normal as everyone else’s…until I learned the true meaning of fear. Only one week ago I was thrusted into one of the most terrifying, godless situations I had ever faced. Today I live with the consequences of my actions. I have learned that sometimes the best way around Hell is to blaze a path straight through it.
The true meaning of fear is recognized only by those who have fought their demons face-to-face. Those who fear the night only truly fear what they cannot see. I have been to the darkness. I often felt as a child that my life on this planet was meant for something more, what I didn’t realize was, that Something, would be be the key to the salvation of all mankind.
Late September is the most beautiful time of year around here. The leaves on the trees resemble a Monet across the horizon and the cool, Fall air creeps in. And while everything is dying it seems that this is when the world seems so much more alive. I spent most of the past year at my grandmother’s house. My brother, Peter, lives there and we would spend time hanging, having a few beers and smoking cigarettes. The back porch, where we spent most of our time, overlooked hundreds of evergreens on the acre’s surrounding her property. Off to the right side of the porch an old hay field lay untouched for the better part of a decade.
“So, what are you doing with your life, man? My brother asks while he exhales his cigarette smoke.
“Fucked if I know bro. Every time I find something to do I realize how much I hate it.” I take another pull from my cigarette.
“Get a girlfriend, she straighten you out. Look at Julie and Me.”
“Yea, look at you too,” I laugh, “I just don’t have the time for them.”
This was a complete fabrication. I guess I just preferred the bachelor lifestyle. Hopping from bar to bar womanizing my way through life.
“Plus, I’m twenty-three years old. No need to settle down now.” I guess that was as good an excuse as any.
“Touche,” my brother laughs.
“But, something may come my way.”
“You mean a girl?”
“No, No. I mean life. I need to be patient and make sure that what I do satisfies my needs, not everyone else’s,” I explain.
“Damn Straight, my brotha-from…the-same-motha.” We laugh like a couple of school girls for a moment. Peter flicks down his cigarette.
“Alright T, I’m outta here. Julie and I are going up to The Village for a nice dinnah!”
“Enjoy big guy…Hey! I heard the New York Strip is fantastic.” He didn’t hear me.
It was strangely quiet out that day. The wind wasn’t blowing and not even the rustling of little critters in the small brush could be heard. I was milking my cigarette. Normally I would have sucked it down in a four or five breaths, but I wanted to savor the flavor. Taking the last drag I tossed the butt into the backyard. I leaned on the railing and hung my head for a moment. Still it remained silent. Suddenly, the tranquil air was startled by the sound of a bottle hitting a tree below. The air felt dead now like all life had been sucked away. With the sun at the horizon the day had turned to an amber glow. There was no on to be seen and no bottle in the lawn.
“Wait…Where did that tree come from..”
The tall oak tree stuck high out of the ground. It was ancient. The trunk looked as though a giant had tied it into a knot with his bare hands. A gentle breeze touched the top of the tall grass in the field. Something wasn’t right. I turned to enter the house. The door was locked.
“Just Great.”
The sound of another bottle striking the tree filled my ears one more. My jaw shuttered for a second as I play with the handle trying to force the door open. My stomach rattles with the same faorse as my darkest nightmares. I turned back towards the edge of the porch. Still, there was no one to be seen. My heart raced faster than a triple-crown contender and I was finding it hard to breath. Off in the distance a small black figure rose from the grass. I gasped for air and turned to make haste. Before I could take a step an invisible force had hit me in the chest like a sledge hammer knocking me onto the porch bench. I was unconscious.
There is a whisper.
“Here, you will wait.” In the window the sun crept below the trees and the tall dark figure rose from behind me.
Night had swallowed day. Two lights filled the night on the exterior of the colonial white house. This was my house, or at least it once was.
[to be continued]
The Comment War
There is nothing witty that I would like to say to this person. Unfortunately, the author of a blog that I have frequented and commented on in the past couple days has taken something I’ve said a little too seriously. I have chosen to expose this comment not to insult him or embarress him or for any childish reason like that. In fact, I seek an answer. Why is it that when compliments are dished out to other bloggers/authors, along with a little humor, a verbal war must ensue?
I wanted nothing more than to honor him with more positive feedback, because he wasn’t sure if anyone was reading or cared about what he is doing. Then after he finally gets a subscriber, who quickly told him to pick his head up, in the first place, tells the other person to “f” off. There are so many blogs out their today, that don’t get the attention they deserve, this guy was no different. In a world of so much competition there needs to be room for some sarcastic banter to break the silence. Am I wrong?
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Well, hopefully they see this and understand where I am coming from. I shall continue to read and support what you do. And if anyone has any thoughts on the subject, please share them!